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It’s amazing to me. I want to be all these things. I just can’t seem to get those things to want me. I have so many goals and I’m trying to reach them all. I really am. It just seems that everything I had in store for myself, doesn’t seem to have me in their greater plans. I have no idea why. Is it selfish to stay that I deserve to have them? Is it wrong to have one thing on my list of dreams? I don’t think it’s that much of a compromise to have one thing off my wish list. Is it? It can’t be all that hard to have one thing just fold to my comand. Just one goal out of many. God, please give the strength to do what you put me on this Earth to do. Guide me in the direction that you see fit. Help me reach the goals I have placed for myself. Help me help others to do the same.

1.) Move with purpose

2.) Move with a plan

3.) Move with passion

4.) Move with persistence

5.) Move with progression

6.) Move with promise

When I was home over Thanksgiving break, I noticed how much I love singing. I have always loved singing. I was driving to my sister’s house blasting Amy Winehouse’s You Sent Me Flying and after the song was done I felt so renewed. I can’t sing much now. School, having a roommate, and spending my free days at an internship kind of suck up the private moments where I can really blow. I am thinking of making a mixtape just for fun. I think that will help relax me. Yea, that will do.

My whole life, I have been fed this idea. The idea being: you have a goal, you make a plan, and then reach your goal. I’m starting to realize slowly but surely that the goal I am trying to reach is very high. Some people around me have simple aspirations. They wanna be a nurse or a teacher so they go to school get a degree and tada goal accomplished. But, what about those who aren’t so simple? What about the people who wanna touch stars and dance on clouds? What about the small town girls and boys who have dreams that hang above their heads? I just had to had a big dream. I couldn’t just be satisfied with being a dentist or a secretary. No. God gave me a hungry heart. Why? I don’t know. But everyday I get closer to the answer. I don’t really have a set date on which my goal is to be reached. It goes beyond graduation, it goes beyond ten years, and it goes beyond twenty. In order to reach just a fraction of my goal, I gotta touch a person, a heart, a soul everyday for the rest of my life and as long as I can carry on I will do that. I have to do it. I gotta do it. I’m gonna do it.

if he couldn’t believe in me achieving my dreams there was no way he could see the real me.

(via benga-durosola)

I did something I have always wanted to do in my life. I went shopping and didn’t look at tags. It was great. I have money to blow do not have money to blow but I work really hard so I felt I deserved it. I won’t say how much I spent but when I saw the total and I made this face——»> 0_o. I can’t wait to do it again.